Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Book 8- The Songs Of the Harper


Odyessus Here, 
Life is very complicated for me. So many relationships and obstacles to think about.  There is a big feast coming up in the honor of Athena. I am not looking forward this. There are just so many memories that i was reminded of from the sight and the thought of the feast. I didnt have a  good time at all watching the feast that was being held. Usually people can be upset and suck it up about these things and get through it. Today I couldn't handle the sadness that was presented in the memories that I had. The king noticed that I wasn't having a good time at all and made the night go by faster. He skipped the rest of the feast and proceeded straight to the games that were going to be played. A man asked me if I would play against him in one of the games. Me being the competitive person that I am accepted. I beat him with ease. It was like taking candy from a baby. Later that night I join Demodocus in another feast. He starts to sing for me. We had such a great time together that i promised that I would bring him home with me on my journey home. After dinner i asked Demodocus to sing the Trojan Hoarse. After hearing him sing a couple lines, i started to break down again. The king then commanded him to stop. I don't know what is up with me, every little thing from the past makes me feel so isolated and alone. I hope i start to feel better in the near future.

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