Visiting the underworld caused so many past pains to come up, and get in my head all over again. The past plays so many different problems that I have put to the back of my mind, and have forgotten about. When i entered the underworld something triggered my sub-conscious to bring back the memories of my previous dead soldiers, my mother, and my wife. These problems all gave me more fear for me to return to Ithaca . I talked to my recently dead soldier who told me i had not given him a burial, and that he would want one. I talked to my mother who told me she died of the grief of waiting for my return. I talked to Agamendmon about my wife who put the thought in my mind that my wife could be screwing around with the suitors, and that i have lost her to. This gave me the impression that there is no reason for me now to return to Ithaca. Usually people worry about others, and what they are thinking of. For me, I am just scared of the things that will start to remember. Do I have anything to go home to?
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